ThinkMike said:Neil - before this event (and I assume you have never been self pushed like this before) did you ever think this is how you would react / cope with this type of situation?
Bicycle Phil said:Great report Neil!! :clap
Thanks for taking the time to put "pen to paper"!
Your vivid descriptions of the emotional roller coaster are spot-on.
The description of the abject mental state you experienced after smashing the foot.....especially not wanting to disappoint your fans at home.
My mind-set was the exact same after smashing my thumb on day 3 or 4.
PissyPissyPissy....:rofl
The water-crossing drama is a lot of fun to re-experience through your words and pictures. The Zanoli cat was (way)rad to ride thru that sort of widish, boulder infested watercourse :huh
I distinctly remember riding up to the bank of that river, immediately hopping off the bike, thinking their was no way in hell that I would attempt to ride this one, not after my submarine fun a few days prior.
The 2 ladies, Moara and ??? were both incredible. Moara told me this was her 11th Dos Sertoes :bow
BlueBull2007 said:ThinkMike said:Neil - before this event (and I assume you have never been self pushed like this before) did you ever think this is how you would react / cope with this type of situation?
Mike, frankly no. Even though I consider myself a go-getter I have to say the big man upstairs helped me through this rally big time. Its hard for me exclude this stuff it even though I'm hardly the poster boy for it and I know R&P stuff is offensive to many, many think its nonsense. Thats okay, but this is really what happened and I need to be true to the story. After all it is my experience and how i see things. Writing this has been almost as difficult as the rally itself, especially the last couple of posts.
You know, I thought I had my head screwed on straight going into this rally. I was super fit, mentally prepared, ultra confident the lot. But from the very first day all that confidence had completely evaporated. I'm not used to operating under these conditions. It was a whole new adjustment, that I can do nothing on my own. But everyday brought new problems that took the wind out of my sails and I nearly lost the plot completely every time. By Stage 9 I was kinda getting used to it and learning about real faith in the face of adversity all over again, and then disaster struck. I was back to square one in the faith department. Not in God Himself, but in myself, in the fact that He was with me despite everything; He has given us the ability to overcome the impossible. You will see, it does not get any easier.
Looking back on it, what I should have done was just give the whole thing over to God in the first place, this is how i have been succesful in life. But I did'nt and so the burden remained on me. It was a learning experience I will never forget, my life has changed and I am ready for bigger things going forward now.
Rooies said:Just one question, when is this report moving to "'Roll of Honour' - Best Ride Reports" ?
+1 :thumleft:pieman said:Rooies said:Just one question, when is this report moving to "'Roll of Honour' - Best Ride Reports" ?
AGREED!!!
Gee S said:+1 :thumleft:pieman said:Rooies said:Just one question, when is this report moving to "'Roll of Honour' - Best Ride Reports" ?
AGREED!!!
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